Early Post Tonight

I didn't post last night because I was tired and my husband had the day off so I spent most of the day with him. It was a bad day though food wise. I really really fucked up. I started off strong and then we got to playing the Wii and were just hanging out together and my old habits kicked in and I downed about half a bag of cheetos and a 20 ounce Coke. I knew what I was doing, but I didn't stop. *sigh* But that's ok, I'm back on track today and I'm not going to kick myself in the ass too long about that slip up. Even though I really want to. I mean I'm not going to be a MILF if I'm sitting around eating cheetos and downing bottles of coke every day. But sometimes I feel so far from the goal that it feels like screw it because I day of cheetos and coke isn't going to make a damn difference. I know that's wrong, but at the same time, eh... I feel so jabba the hut that I don't even care.

Today is an early post because Scrubs is on tonight and so is LOST. I *love* LOST.

I've done well on the food today. I didn't do any "formal" exercise but I was so busy at work that I literally never sat down and I was hiking all over campus. I lost my badge to get into the clean room so I had to go track down the guy to get me a knew one. Then I had to go back to the other side of campus to hit an ATM since they charge you for losing it. Then back to the guy to pick up the new badge. Then back to the other side of campus where my building is. Then I stood in the lab all day and worked on "stuff". After that, I got home and my son wanted to play Wii together so I'm sitting down, for the first time today, right now. It's exhausting but I feel good at the same time.

I have had only used 17 points today because of being busy... I didn't have time to have an afternoon snack. But I plan to eat a little dessert while watching Scrubs (or LOST haven't decided) so I'll be around 20 for the day when I'm done.

One thing I noticed that I'm having a hard time doing is getting in enough vegetables. I know that sounds totally bizarre because I'm a vegetarian but I'm not eating many vegetables lately. I'll do fruit, no problem, but for some odd reason I'm not eating many veggies lately. I think I need to start cooking more often from scratch again because then I do pretty well with the veggies. But I've been so busy at work that I've been relying on eating things like Smart Ones and Lean Cuisine which are just so full of garbage. For an organic crunchy person, I'm eating a bunch of shitty processed food lately. I really need to knock that off.

I think I'll make a menu again and go shopping on Saturday to get everything I need to cook dinner every night of the week. Wednesday is Scouts and we don't get out of that until 7:30ish so I'll allow myself a Smart Ones that night, but other than that, I think my goal will be to cook dinner (or have leftovers) every night this week.

Ok off to do a few things before Scrubs starts!